Ada Untukmu

June 3rd, 2008 by didie-adiana

Di sana pungguk menanti
Mengharap bulan membalas rindu di hati
Disini aku berdiri
Menuggu penuh dengan kesabaran

Tanpa manis madah
Janji yang puitis
Tuk persembahan
Hanya ketulusan
Sekeping hati suci

Aku
Berikan kasih
Kalau itu yang kau mahu dari ku
Aku
Berikan cinta
Untuk membahagiakan hari mu
Aku
Sayang dirimu (padamu)
Biar nafas ku sampai terhenti

Akan ku kota janji kita
Mendirikian tajmahal cinta
Seteguh kasih
Shah Jehan kepada Mumtaznya

Terasa indah pabila berdua
Semakin tiba saat bahagia
Merai cinta kita

Note:

Lagu baru Nubhan AF6

(Even he’s not my fav contestant, but i lurve..this song..the best)

The Dollanganger Tales…that i love most!

April 20th, 2008 by didie-adiana

FLOWERS IN THE ATTICS

Narrator Catherine Dollanganger, 12, is the second of four children, following older brother Chris (14) and preceding twins Cory and Carrie (5). Cathy and her siblings live lovely blissful lives in Gladstone, Pennsylvania. Their father, Christopher Sr., works as a P.R. man for a computer company. Their mother, Corinne Dollanganger, is a housewife and cares for Cathy, Chris Jr. and the twins. Each member of the family is gorgeous and sports flaxen blond hair, blue eyes and fair skin. Chris Sr.’s best friend nicknamed them ‘The Dresden Dolls’ because of their resemblance to porcelain dolls.

Sadly, Cathy’s life in Gladstone ends upon her father’s tragic death in a highway accident on his birthday. Facing financial destitution, Corinne decides to move herself and her children back to Foxworth Hall, her family home in Charlottesville, Virginia. So Corinne begins to write letters to her mother, persuading her to let her and her children stay in the giant mansion. Her mother Olivia agrees as long as the children are hidden.

Corrine and her children move out of Gladstone without a goodbye to any friends and take a train to her parents’ mansion. They are dropped of by the train in the middle of nowhere and they end up walking to Foxworth Hall. When the children get settled into their room Corinne is taken to speak to her mother in private. When she returns to her children, she has been savagely horse whipped by Olivia, who explains to the children that their parents were half-uncle and niece; their father had been Malcolm’s half-brother, the son of Garland Foxworth and his second wife Alicia. If Corinne has any hope of gaining her father’s approval, the existence of the children must be kept secret. So the children are told that they must remain in seclusion in the end bedroom and the attic of their grandparents’ vast mansion until Malcolm’s death.

At first, Corinne lavishes the children with expensive gifts and promises of a bright future. However, as time goes by, she slowly loses interest in her children, particularly Cory and Carrie who have almost stopped growing due to the stress of being locked inside. Corinne continues to favor Chris, though this love for her eldest does not motivate her to free her children.

The children initially spend most of their time decorating the attic to make it less scary for the twins. They turn it into their own paper-made garden; flowers and animals. Chris makes a swing for them to make the flowers move like there’s really a breeze flowing through the attic. As time progresses, Cathy practices ballet in the attic, Chris and Cathy become voracious readers, and the twins are taught to read and write.

Corinne’s abandonment forces the ‘Dresden Dolls’ to rely on one another for comfort and friendship. This leads to the formation of a new family unit, with Chris and Cathy assuming the roles of mother and father for their beloved twins. Chris and Cathy resolve to teach the twins schoolwork in a makeshift school room in the attic. And to keep themselves occupied, Chris and Cathy pursue their own dreams of becoming a doctor and the world’s best Prima Ballerina respectively.

The children are gradually fed and looked after less well, culminating in the grandmother pouring hot tar on Cathy’s hair and starving the children for a period of time, and Corinne visits less and less often, eventually getting married to Bart Winslow, a local lawyer. Her eventual abandonment leaves them in the cruel care of Olivia, who regards the children as “Devil’s Spawn".

As Cathy and Chris grow into even more beautiful young adults, they begin to develop sexual feelings towards one another, largely due to their confinement. This confuses and terrifies them, leading them to wonder if their grandmother is right about them.

Meanwhile, Olivia continues to abuse the children mentally and physically. They wither away from malnutrition as well as lack of sunlight, fresh air, physical activity and medical treatment. Eventually health problems force Chris and Cathy to start making plans for an escape, with Chris leaving their attic prison to explore the further reaches of Foxworth Hall with a wooden key that he had molded from the last time his mother visited. He steals small amounts of cash for their eventual escape and marvels at the opulent treasures the Foxworths own.

Later on, Chris has become ill, leaving Cathy to go and loot the Foxworth Mansion instead. Upon entering her mother’s room, Cathy spots Bart Winslow, her new stepfather. Bart is sleeping in a chair and does not notice Cathy; Cathy is dazzled by how handsome he is and before she can stop herself, kisses him while he slumbers. Chris finds out about this kiss sometime later by eavesdropping on his mother and stepfather. An enraged Chris returns to the attic, confronts Cathy about the incident , then pleads for forgiveness, stating that he did not mean to take advantage of her. Cathy forgives him, believing that she could have stopped him if she had really wanted to.

Cory becomes increasingly ill as they plan their escape, which leads both Cathy and Chris to plead with the grandmother and Corrine to take Cory to the hospital. Corinne balks, going so far as to slap Cathy for her insistence, but Olivia surprisingly intervenes on Cathy’s behalf and agrees that Cory must go to a hospital. Corinne and Olivia take Cory away that very evening, ostensibly to a hospital, and it is the last time his brother and sisters ever see Cory alive. Corinne visits her children the next day and informs them that Cory had been stricken with pneumonia and had died while in the hospital. Corinne adds stoically that there will be no funeral, as Cory’s body had already been buried under an assumed name.

Cathy and Chris mourn the loss of their brother, whom they had thought of as a son. They fear for Carrie’s health, as she has become distant from Cathy and Chris because of her twin brother’s untimely death. It is because of Cory’s death that Chris finally decides to take every dime, every diamond, anything of value in Corinne’s room and flee Foxworth Hall.

This declaration comes too late, for Corinne and Bart have left Foxworth Hall once more and, it appears, for good. This leads Chris to wander the mansion in search of items worth pawning. While scavenging the mansion, Chris finds Olivia’s room, where he discovers that his grandmother wears a wig because she is actually bald, with a few strands of gray hair on her head. Chris then finds his way to his grandfather’s room, where he is forced to hide behind a sofa to avoid being spotted by butler John Amos Jackson (Olivia’s distant cousin) and a maid.

It is through them that Chris discovers the horrible truth: Malcolm Foxworth died months ago. Corinne, as stated in her father’s will, would not be allowed to bear children in her future marriages, and if it were ever discovered that she had borne children in her first marriage to Chris Sr., she would be stripped of her inheritance and would be left penniless.

Chris also overhears that the servants were given the impression that mice lurked in the attic, in an effort to explain the noise the children made. The grandmother had also told the servants to never enter a particular room in the north wing because Corinne left food covered with arsenic in the room in order to kill the mice who stole down the adjoining attic stairs.

Finally, the three remaining children are able to escape after over three years of confinement. Chris is almost 18 years old, Cathy is 15, and Carrie is 8 years old. Chris says they will travel to Sarasota, Florida, where the flowers blossom every day of the year.

PETALS ON THE WIND

The story starts off with Cathy, Chris, and Carrie using their stolen funds to escape by bus their prison in Foxworth Hall. Carrie, still weak from the effects of the poison that killed her twin, is taken ill on the journey. While her elder siblings panic over how to get her the medical attention she so desperately needs without revealing their identities or exhausting their limited funds, the children are discovered by Henrietta "Henny" Beech, the deaf/ mute housekeeper of a local doctor, Paul Sheffield. Cathy tells Dr. Paul their story and he convinces them to stay with him.

Carrie, though physically stunted through malnutrition and lack of sunlight during her formative years, thrives under Dr. Paul’s care. The doctor also sees Chris’s potential and enrolls the boy into a medical school, where he soon readjusts to life outside Foxworth Hall. Cathy becomes just as stunning as her mother but is still bitter and bent on revenge against her mother, seeing her as the root of every problem in their lives from Carrie’s deformities to Chris’s incestuous obsession with Cathy. She is determined to become a world famous ballerina, just as she planned as a child, so that her mother cannot deny her existence.

Though Cathy soon falls in love with Paul, she marries a man in her dance troupe, a fiery dancer names Julian Marquet who has been pursuing her from the moment he saw her. Julian is possessive of Cathy and jealous of her relationship with both Paul and Chris. He abuses her, breaking her toes so that she cannot perform and destroying all her possessions. However, Cathy is pregnant with his child and feels she cannot leave her husband, even though both Paul and Chris insist that she must for her own safety. In the midst of this conflict, Julian is rendered paralyzed in a car accident. He commits suicide in his hospital bed when he learns he will never dance again. Cathy, though guilt-ridden, is free.

After the birth of her son named Jory, Cathy once more becomes determined to destroy her mother’s life. Under the guise of collecting Julian’s insurance, she hires her mother’s husband, Bart Winslow, as her lawyer, with the intention of seducing him; however, the two fall in love and begin a prolonged affair. All the while Cathy intends on revealing her true identity as Bart’s stepdaughter.

During this time, Carrie has a chance encounter with her mother. Her mother denies knowing Carrie. Depressed, Carrie commits suicide, leaving a note explaining her reasons. Carrie believed her grandmother about being the "devil’s spawn." Cathy becomes even more enraged and vows revenge. She becomes pregnant with Bart’s child, an act she believes will be a crushing blow to her mother, who, according to her mother’s father’s will, must forfeit her vast inheritance should she ever bear children. Bart is torn between his duty to his wife versus his desire to be a father.

Cathy returns to Foxworth Hall and visits a room that she and her siblings were locked up in; She describes the room as being as they have never left. She believes that she heard the voices of Cory and Carrie begging to go outside. Cathy also discovers that the attic is where her mother and her grandmother hid Cory’s body, and they never took him to the hospital as they made it appear. Then Cathy takes her revenge on her mother by exposing the truth to Bart and a crowd of guests at her mother’s Christmas Party at Foxworth Hall. The mother confesses in front of Bart but then exposes her side of the story, claiming to be a victim of her father, whose vicious plot was to ensure his grandchildren died trapped in the attic. However, Cathy is reluctant to believe her mother’s portrayal of having been a victim rather than a villain. Cathy’s mother suffers a mental breakdown in which she suddenly believes that Cathy is twelve again and has somehow escaped the attic to confront her. In her madness, she sets fire to Foxworth Hall. Cathy and her mother escape, but Bart rushes back into the burning house to rescue his wife’s elderly mother, who is paralyzed and confined to a hospital bed. Both he and the elderly woman perish. Cathy’s mother is committed to a mental institution. In a twist of fate, although she forfeited her father’s inheritance when it was revealed she had borne children to her first husband, all that money reverted to her now-dead mother, who stated in her will that her daughter was to receive everything.

Cathy finally marries Paul, but due to complications from a heart attack, Paul dies. On his deathbed, Paul encourages Cathy to be with her brother Chris, who has loved her and waited for her all these years. Cathy is amazed that Chris still loves her and that he wants to be with her, noting that all the men she has loved have died. Cathy and Chris take the name "Sheffield" and plan to raise Cathy’s two sons together, although Cathy secretly dreads what will happen to the children if their secret is ever revealed.

IF THERE BE THORNS

The book is narrated by two half-brothers, Jory and Bart Sheffield. Their mother, Cathy, is married to Christopher Sheffield. The elder brother, Jory, is a handsome, talented young man who wants to follow his mother in her career in the ballet, while the younger Bart is clumsy, ugly, and feels misunderstood by his parents and outshone by Jory. Lonely, Bart befriends an elderly neighbour, who invites him over for cookies and encourages him to call her "Grandmother". The old woman and Bart soon develop an affectionate friendship, and the woman does her best to give Bart whatever he wants, provided that Bart promises to keep her gifts–and their relationship–a secret from his mother.

Her butler, John Amos, also seems to befriend Bart, but soon John Amos begins to fill Bart’s mind with stories about the sinful nature of women, especially women who, like Bart’s mother Cathy, flaunt their bodies on the stage. John Amos reveals that the old woman is truly Bart’s grandmother. He also gives Bart a journal belonging to Bart’s biological great-grandfather, claiming that this journal will help Bart become as powerful and successful as that man. Bart is enveloped by the journal and begins to pretend that he is his great-grandfather, who hated women and was obsessed with their degradation.

Cathy, Chris, and Jory soon notice the change in Bart, but only Jory suspects that the changes are due to the mysterious woman next door. At the same time, Cathy is injured in a ballet accident and is told that she will never dance again. While confined to a wheelchair, Cathy begins to write out the story of her life. Bart filches his mother’s manuscript pages and is enraged to learn the truth about his parents: Cathy and Chris are brother and sister, and his beloved "grandmother" locked them in an attic for years, feeding them poison to gain an inheritance.

Cathy has also discovered the truth about the woman next door and goes to confront her. The old woman, who is indeed the mother of Cathy and Chris, expresses remorse for her crimes against them and begs them to forgive and love her again. Working on John Amos’ orders, Bart, who now believes he is a vessel for his great-grandfather’s vengeful spirit, helps to lock Cathy and her mother into the cellar of the house next door, where John Amos plans to starve them to death. In the course of this, Bart realises how much he loves his mother and grandmother, despite their sins, and tells Chris where the women are. But before they can be reached, the house next door catches fire. Cathy is saved, but her mother dies of smoke inhalation, along with John Amos.

The epilogue, resumed with Cathy as narrator, describes Cathy’s emotional forgiveness of her mother at the woman’s funeral. Cathy and Chris, for the sake of their sons and adopted daughter, realise that they must never allow their secret relationship to be revealed. Bart seems to have recovered from the worst of his madness, but still dwells on the power wielded by his great-grandfather, whose millions he now stands to inherit.

SEEDS OF YESTERDAY

The story begins with Cathy and Christopher arriving at the house of their son, Bart, which was entirely built to replicate Foxworth Hall (which burned down in Petals On the Wind). They are planning on moving to Hawaii soon afterwards, but several events keep them from doing so. They meet Joel, who they soon learn is Corrine’s brother, who was long thought dead. He claimed he spent several years in an Italian monastery and they soon learn that he is feeding Bart false information about God and punishment. Bart also begins to look at Joel as a father figure; a fact that troubles Cathy greatly. Bart is still bitter towards his mother and Chris for their incestuous relationship, so their stay is not pleasant. He has grown into a handsome young man, who is extremely jealous and power hungry, and bitter that Chris is the guardian of his money until he reaches thirty-five. Eventually, Cindy and Jory, along with his wife Melodie, join Bart at his home, which adds to the tension.

Bart soon shows signs of jealousy towards Jory, because of Melodie. We soon find out that Melodie is pregnant, but the happiness soon dies when Jory gets into an accident leaving him paralyzed from the waist down. Melodie withdraws from Jory and finds solace in Bart and the two begin an affair, which Bart soon realizes is an empty relationship and he is just a replacement for Jory. Melodie goes into labor on Christmas Day, although she tells no one and ends up having twins Deirdre and Darren who are said by Cathy to resemble her twin brother and sister. The pressure of motherhood is too much for her and she flees, leaving the children and Jory. Cathy tries to console both her sons and tries to keep a firm hand on the pretty and free-spirited Cindy, who has a knack for finding boys. After a long period of torment from Bart, and later Joel who disapprove of her ways, Cindy leaves to go to a school in New York.

They hire a beautiful nurse, named Antonia Winters, or Toni for short, who comes in to try and help Jory recuperate and she soon starts an affair with Bart, who seems infatuated. Cathy discovers, though, that Jory has feelings for Toni and that he deserves her love more than Bart. Cathy and Christopher stay there for years, which disturbs Cathy because it reminds her so much of Foxworth Hall. Eventually, Toni falls for Jory and they begin a relationship. Cindy later comes home for a visit and notes of how she ran into Melodie in New York, who had apparently remarried two days after her divorce from Jory was final and resumed her dancing career. Bart has now built a chapel, in which he commands the family to attend Sunday sermons, presided over by Joel. Cathy and Chris eventually become disgusted by the "fire and brimstone" sermons and tell Bart that they will no longer attend. Bart secretly starts having the twins go to the chapel, in which they pray for forgiveness for being the "Devil’s Issue", which Cathy overhears, reminding her of Cory and Carrie. She confronts Bart with this, and tells him to leave the twins alone, telling Toni never to let them out of her sight, unless she knows they are with Jory or herself. Soon Chris and Cathy decide to move out with Jory, the twins and Toni, and Cathy eventually confronts Bart with this telling him they are all leaving, and Bart in his resentment, acts as if he wants nothing more.

In the end, while Cathy is waiting for Chris to come home from work, he never shows. Joel comes and quite happily tells them that he heard on the radio of a car accident, in which a man was killed. She later finds out that it was Chris who was killed, and she notes how similar it was when their father was killed. Bart soon realizes how much he really loved Christopher and gives a moving eulogy at his funeral, and soon after finds his place as a televangelist who travels the world. Toni and Jory have also gotten married, and Jory later tells Cathy that she is pregnant, and if they have a boy they will call him Christopher and if it is a girl they will call her Catherine. Then one night Cathy goes up to the attic and sits by the windows and dies (but not before decorating it with paper flowers), ending the Dollanganger tales.

Tutup Tabika Kemas?

March 10th, 2008 by didie-adiana

Sayer xstudent tabika or tadika kemas…

even xla glamer sgt study kat situ tp sekurang2nya sayer blajar abc & 123 kat situ…

org kata study situ xla sepandai tadika private  lain tp sekurang2nya dpt bagi ilmu kat student2 gak & rapatkan hubungan sesama kanak2..

tp xsangka pulak ada org sewel yg xsukakan education nak pegi tutup tabika kemas….alhamdulillah pemimpin kitaorg dah sedar tentang perangai buruk org yg xbermoral tu..lega laa sket

Huh…..diaorg nie…..

ingatkan educated…naik hangin gak ler dgr org yg xsukakan pelajaran nak p sibuk2 tutup pusat pendidikan ni…xsuka kat org yg mengurus dah laa ..xyah laa musnahkan hidup budak2 xberdosa tu….dah laa tadika tu yg paling murah…kesian gak kat org yg xberkemampuan…kata nak tolong org sangat….

mmg pantang betul laa org yg xberpelajaran ni nak wat hal… patut laa ended up dgn perkara yg xbaik dlm kehidupan diaorg…org suruh p belajar xmau..la ni nak susahkan n musnahkan kehidupan generasi akan datang….

baru jer cerita nak jadi masyarakat yg cerdik…berjenis & bekerjasama…tp hampeh..baru jer nak puji kita ni xmacam org lain…tp sama gak….

Education sgt penting laa wahai manusia…..

jgn pasal ikut hati…excited melampau2…fanatik xmau2..over xtentu hala..sesenang jer nak merosakkan hidup org lain….

xmau pi sekolah dok sengap2…

xmau belajar pi laa tolong mak bapak bercucuk tanam ..at least dpt tampung ekonomi negeri & negara…

nak merempit ke hapa ker ikut suka laaaa….

kepada sesiapa yg masih cintakan education xkisah laa subjek aper ker ..teruskan lah belajar… kepada mak bapak yg penat nak pujuk anak2 yg xmau pergi sekolah tu baik derma jer duit tu kepada anak2 org yg lebih memerlukan supaya diaorg tu dpt pergi sekolah…

sabar jer la……

p/s: maaf guna bahasa rojak & ejaan xbetul…(at least belajar pandai gak)

Greenwich or Greenish?

March 9th, 2008 by didie-adiana

Lamer xpernah tulis blog..

Selalu cut & paste lagu jer kat sini…

Tak pun borak yang ngarut2..heheh.. Tapi ari ni rasa nak tulis pulak…

Tapi tak tau nak start dr maner….

Alhamdulillah…

So far kat perkampungan kitaorg masih aman & damai..

Belum tercemar…dan belum pun diasak dgn benda2 yang negatif…

Cuma bunyi motor mat rempit jer yg masih wat saya sakit ‘kapla’ sampai sekarang…

Kalau langgar mak bapak diaorg sendiri sampai mati pun belum tentu diaorg tu insaf…

Pemimpin pun dah bertukar…

Lebih berpelajaran tinggi & berakhlak serta berperibadi tinggi…

Itu yg sangat2 penting & yg org tunggu2 sgt selama ni…

Tapi…orang lain nampak ke… orang lain boleh nilai ke…

Selalunya…yg diatas sangat profesional… selalu bertanggung jawab dan menitik beratkan semua perkara…

tapi kalau dibawah pula kurang arif & sangat negatif cemana… itu yg jd tanda tanya… ( skemanya ckp…)..

Kalau yg diatas masih boleh jadi sangat humble..considerable.. yg bawah boleh ke…

kalau yang bawah boleh tentu xkan berlaku perkara xbaik kan…

Mohon doa daripada Allah supaya betul2 lindungi kita daripada perkara2 yang pernah jadi kat tempat lain tu…

Saye yakin Kedah masih Kedah yg aman… dan org2nya sangat berkeperibadian tinggi..

xmerusuh sesuka hati…

xpecahkan cermin kereta atau rumah org lain..

tak bakar rumah org… xmemukul orang….

xmengamalkan dan menghalal kan umpat keji…

xmenjatuhkan maruah bangsa sendiri…( yg ni patut get lost drp kedah…Sendu2 xmain ok)..

xcemarkan maruah keluarga & burukkan hal peribadi org lain…

xsuka cari pasal dengan demonstrasi yg kurang sihat…

bermasyarakat majmuk dan jangan hasut org waktu2 getir walaupun terang2an xsukakan persahabatan yg terjalin antara masyarakat berbilang bangsa…

tak elok semua tu…kan

Nama pun Darul Aman…Harap ramai yang lebih berpelajaran & berfikiran waras…hidup aman damai …dan jgn bertindak melulu sebab mungkin kita boleh jadi lebih ‘ berjenis’ di masa hadapan dan ‘berjenis’ daripada org lain….

Semoga Kedah lebih makmur dibawah pimpinan baru…semoga rakyat Kedah lebih Educated & xjadi anak bangsa murahan dimata negara…Amin…..

Way back into love

August 5th, 2007 by didie-adiana

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration 
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

Only Hope

July 8th, 2007 by didie-adiana

There’s a song that’s inside of my soul
It’s the one that I’ve tried to write
over and over again
I’m awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have
for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope

I give you my destiny
I’m giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I’m giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you’re my only hope

Oo Yun…Hard to sing!!

June 14th, 2007 by didie-adiana

Balla balla komiko

La balla balla bonita

Balla balla moo epe

La chika balla bonita

Woo yeon yee la ha ki en

Noh moo na sim kak hat ji

Woo lin seo so reul mo reun

Chuck eul hae ya man hat seo

Byun hae buh lin mo seup kwa

Oh seo ro da  reun ln kwa

Kat eun young hwal bo roh gat

Da woo lin ma joo chut seot

Noh wah noon yi ma joo chi

Dun gue soon

kan

Na neun tae yeon han

Chuck ha ryeo ae reul sut ji man

Dang hwang ha neun noh

Aeh pyo jung deul eul ba ra

Bo myun

Na do gue man mum

Chit ha myo dang

Hwang hat dun goe ya

Noh neun na reul pi hat sut go

Na da noh reul whae myun

Hat sut ji man

Nee yeop aeh it neun yeon in

Ae ul gool yee goong geum hat seo

Na neun dwee reul dol ah bwat go

Noh do na reul bo go it su ji

Woo lin seo ro mal up si

Seo ro keul euy

Sik ha go it sut ji

Si gan eun bul seo yee nyun

Yee na ji na gat go

Gue ten woo ri ul ma na man

Eun bangh hwang eul hat ut na

Young won hi

Neol mot bol goe ra

Mit ut sut neun de

Woo yeon eun tho

Nae gyeot  ea de

Ryeo da noh ah seo

Da jung han seo ra ea

Yeon in eun bo myeo

Noh wah nan mal up neun jit tool

Neu gyut eul koe ya

Noon in sa do na

Noo ji mot han

Chae dwee dol ah seo myeo

Se ro aeh haeng bok eul bee neun

Woo wool han nal il koe ya

Woo yeon yee la ha ki en

Neo moo na woo seu wot seo

Gun neol mok eul gul noe myeo

Da si ma joo choe buh un koe ya

Nah neun noh reul bo aht go

Noh neun go gyel dol ryeot sut ji

Gue reot ke soo lin seu chi

Myeo seo ro whae myun hat sut ji

Noh wah noon yi ma joo chi

Dun gue soon

kan

Na neun tae yeon han

Chuck ha ryeo ae reul sut ji man

Dang hwang ha neun noh

Aeh pyo jung deul eul ba ra

Bo myun seo

Na do gue man mum

Chit ha myo dang

Hwang hat dun goe ya

Sin ho deung eun chai ba sut go

Nae ga noh reul

Dol ah bwat eul ten

Gil gun noh eh eun noh neun

Nal ba la bo go it sut seo

Gue tae ma chim bus ga

Woo lil ga ro jil roh gat sut go

Nae yeon in eun nal bo myeo

Noh whae gue loh nya go hat

Si gan eun bul seo yee nyun

Yee na ji na gat go

Gue ten woo ri ul ma na man

Eun bangh hwang eul hat ut na

Young won hi

Neol mot bol goe ra

Mit ut sut neun de

Woo yeon eun tho

Nae gyeot  ea de

Ryeo da noh ah seo

Da jung han seo ra ea

Yeon in eun bo myeo

Noh wah nan mal up neun jit tool

Neu gyut eul koe ya

Noon in sa do na

Noo ji mot han

Chae dwee dol ah seo myeo

Se ro aeh haeng bok eul bee neun

Woo wool han nal il koe ya

Keep Holding On

April 27th, 2007 by didie-adiana

You’re not alone
Together we stand
I’ll be by your side, you know I’ll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There’s no place to go
You know I won’t give in
No I won’t give in

Keep holding on
‘Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Just stay strong
‘Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you
There’s nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
‘Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it’s too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I’ll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
‘Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Just stay strong
‘Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you
There’s nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
‘Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing’s gonna change, nothing’s gonna change destiny
Whatever’s meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
‘Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through
Just stay strong
‘Cause you know I’m here for you, I’m here for you
There’s nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
‘Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There’s nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
‘Cause you know we’ll make it through, we’ll make it through

Heaven

January 27th, 2007 by didie-adiana

Oh - thinkin’ about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free

Now nothin’ can take you away from me
We’ve been down that road before
But that’s over now
You keep me comin’ back for more
Baby you’re all that I want
When you’re lyin’ here in my arms
I’m findin’ it hard to believe
We’re in heaven

And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn’t too hard to see
We’re in heaven

Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you’re feelin’ down

Ya - nothin’ could change what you mean to me
Oh there’s lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

I’ve bin waitin’ for so long
For somethin’ to arrive
For love to come along

Now our dreams are comin’ true
Through the good times and the bad
Ya - I’ll be standin’ there by you

Back to School

January 19th, 2007 by didie-adiana

Ding ! Dong ! Ding ! Dong !

Kapla aku dah pusing2 sejak 2-3 minggu nie…mana taknyer… tgh giat & pulun wat worksheet kumon (Maths) yang timbun2 tu…diaorg kasik 6 bln je utk siap kan sumer level .. kalau student yang wat mau amik masa 5-8 thn blajar kat Kumon baru nak jd completer… aku??heheheh…. mcm nie laa jd teacher..no complain2…

Rasa mcm geng ngan adik2 aku , sue ngan ah yang tiap2 ari wat worksheet kumon gak.. diaorg xpe ah ..sehari 10 pages jer.. aku nie ..sehari 400-800 pages….. dok menghadap benda tu jer.. tp ok laa gak.. sambil2 tu dpt tajamkan lagi minda aku n tambahkan speed aku dlm wat calculation…

Mujur lerr class blm start lagi..kalau dah start tak tau ler cemana jadual aku nanti ..skrg pun dah kene attend training… praktikal..seminar !! Aiyakkk….busy gilak……!!Patut ler diaorg dah warning aku awal2 pasal sibuk menyibuk ni….hehe..xpe..akan ku gagahi gak…

So ada saper nak join aku keje kat kumon nanti? …contact jer aku tau… (korang jgn rasa seram plak dgr citer horror aku pasal aku wat 800 pages kumon worksheet tu tiap2 ari - xpe korang dikecualikan.. kecuali aku suruh gak korag wat)…heeheheh….

ok..cau cin cau….